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Yup I know it now you have Avoidant attachment style and it's stupid of me to think I could fix that the only person that can fix that it's you and probably with the help of your therapist!I did enoughit's unfortunate.. cause you and I could be the perfect match but I can't play games to keep you around that's not me I loved you I' trying to detach now but I don't know why the whole flight my tears were dropping like rain! It was embarrassing!! But I couldn't stop it but it doesn't mean I'm still trying cause I'm not and I won't it's done it was just mouing I guess I was just reminiscing..and you know what's so selfish of you?? I know it's coming from your trauma but you have no right to ignore my presence when I'm there and whenever I leave this country you post I miss youu????what!?? what's the difference?? you ain't there anyways!! stop itlet me live breadcrumbing won't work no more.. دلنوشت...

It feels great when you see you moved on, there's no one in your head and you live your life

it feels like I'm back to myself again feeling myself doing what I want and what is good for me

no headaches no mixed feelings no confusion

and not caring!
Literally about nothing and no one

but me!

at times it gets a bit boring though tbh !

but there's just peace and it most certainly worth it

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